cold feet. runaway bride. wedding bliss. in laws.bride and groom.flowergirls.bridesmaid.ringboy.theme colour....
weddings are beautiful, joyful and it's just an event where 2 hearts become 1. ahhhh new life togetha! how wonderful it is~~~ yadiyadiyada...
...and i hear about this..ALMOST EVERYDAY of my life nowadays~ i dont despise weddings or anything, is just that, i have this little fear building up inside me everytime i think about it. obviously i am sooo not ready to step into that world, but hey, eventually i WILL be ready. But not for now.
being in a relationship, well, i cant avoid thinking about wanting to be with him for the rest of my life. It's normal...we gotta have a plan wen it comes to making such serious decisions, right? so why rush it? besides, I'm only 23 (in 5 yrs time i'm going to smile as i read this post...) and i have so much more that i wanted to do...like travelling! seeing pandas...shopping! go on thrill rides, scream my lungs outtttt! all of those things! the adventures! i made it to Australia so far, but i feel like there's so much moreeeee to experience out there...to be really honest, just thinking about getting married in 2-3 years from now makes my stomach feel like....ergghhh...urghhh...ya wateva i'm very hyperbole-ic?i dunno, u get my point~
ahaaa but dont get me wrong, its not like somebody asked my hands in marriage...my guy didnt propose to me yet, this is just one of the bildungsroman moment in my life...ah well, i may be feeling like dis now, but i know the time will come one day...one fiiiine day...so for rite now, to the closet these thoughts about marriage and all!!! i'm here to make the best of my life,while i still can, at this moment,right here right now!
the past...is the past.bygones are bygones.mistakes made, lessons learned.future?not for me to predict though i'm the planner, miracles happen, surprises...just expect to get em'.
The PRESENT? a gift for me, right here.right now.and i'm thankful for what i have now. peace yawwww!!!
